This Sunday, I'm going to be preaching about the parable of the Good Samaritan for the first time at Good Samaritan Presbyterian Church. The sermon is going to be called Eponymous, because I'm a fan of REM and because, well, it just works. But a close second for title would have been Resonance. This is one of those posts that is going to be a bit of overflow material from stuff, I would love to cram into the service, and probably would if I was Rob Bell and had about 45 minutes and slick AV/Tech people to help out.
The Parables in general have a resonant quality. Resonance can be a powerful force, the vibration of strings creates music from a violin and a guitar, the resonant qualities of brass instruments allow the player to transform a funny little thbbt shound into booming tuba notes or soulful trombone riffs. Resonance can make crystal glasses sing as you rub your finger around the rim, and if you hit just the right frequency with sufficient decibels, you can shatter glass with sound. Those are all audible examples, but there are other ways that resonance can affect things. For instance, the Tacoma Narrows bridge. The engineers could not have forseen that the exact length and stiffness of the center span would be a perfect harmonic for certain wind speeds, and that, because of resonance, thousands of tons of steel and concrete would vibrate like a blade of grass stretched between your thumbs when the wind really got going. So this happened:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=fhVHGuJk4eg#action=share
Resonance can destroy things that you think are solid. The parables usually attempt to tear down something, some misguided human assumption, so that God can replace it with something better. In the case of the Good Samaritan, Jesus was deliberately shaking apart the legalism and, as a matter of fact, the ethnic prejudice of his questioner. The parable starts with the question: "Who is my neighbor?" and that is like plucking a string that starts building in volume and ferocity, until there's no room to hold onto your old assumptions of who is truly "good."
People won't move off of their prejudices until they're challenged. If you grow up in a white family and you never have any black neighbors, and you never go to school with black kids, you are very vulnerable to becoming prejudiced, if not down right racist. If you don't know any (enter the name of some group of people different from you) you will probably begin to de-humanize that group of people. The word that is translated neighbor is used in a very special sense in this part of Luke's Gospel, it is used not just to indicated physical proximity, it is used to indicate mutual humanity. Who is my fellow human? Might be a better translation, but it sounds wonky, so we can stick with neighbor and just know that the word is meant to be interpreted in the broadest sense.
The resonance of this story ought to break down the excuses that many followers of Jesus use to hold on to their excuses for not truly working at being as open and fair to people of various sorts. The specific example of a Samaritan being the merciful neighbor to the man in the ditch, was specifically pointed to challenge the racial, ethnic and theological assumptions of the teacher of the Law. None of those reasons are really good reasons to neglect one's duty to be merciful and humane. Convenience, purity, important other business; these are not acceptable excuses to ignore the plight of someone who has been victimized.
But this isn't just about being charitable or helpful, it's about being a neighbor, a fellow human, recognizing a commonality in the other, no matter how different they might be from you.
I have often heard this parable used as a sort of exhortation to help those who are in need, but I think it's bigger than that. The resonant frequency of this story is meant to shake us out of our assumptions about who is and who is not our brother or our sister. It is meant to challenge the notion that there are people out there in the world who do not have a rightful claim to be called and to call us neighbors.
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
And There... on the other side... in the middle of the other side...
I was listening to Alice's Restaurant the other day. Not really an unusual thing for me to do, considering that I used the chorus of that song as the only notation below my senior yearbook picture, but I hadn't really listened to it all the way through in a while, so when it came up on the shuffle play mode of my iphone, I started reciting/singing the massacree with the four part harmony and all that kinda stuff.
For those of you who were not hippies, or the progeny of hippies, Alice's Restaurant, is not the name of a restaurant, it's the name of a song, by Arlo Guthrie, son of Woody Guthrie. And it's not really a song in the traditional sense of the word, it's more of a rambling story spoken over a catchy little guitar line with only the chorus being sung at rather unpredictable intervals: You can get anything you want, at Alice's Restaurant.
The song is really a sort of 1960's parable, it embodies the open, idealistic attitude of youth, yet with a profoundly cynical slant when it comes to authority and institutions, which is why I like it, and why I liked it a whole lot when I was 17 years old. Arlo got the hippie thing down pretty well, but he also inherited some of the anti-fascist, proletarian ideals of his old man.
The first part of the song is a narrative of how he and a friend of his get arrested for dumping garbage illegally on account of the dump being closed on thanksgiving. It's funny, and strangely prophetic in a world where small time offenses seem to always get caught while large scale atrocities often go unpunished. The second part of the song is the story of going to Whitehall street to register for the draft, "getting injected, inspected, neglected and rejected." Arlo runs into a problem when the Armed Services want to know if he's ever been arrested and he has to say yes, "for littering." But then they want to know if he's "rehabilitated himself," and that is a little too much to bear. The question of, "whether or not he's moral enough to join the army... after being a litterbug."
At that moment the anti-war punch of the song comes through loud and clear. But Vietnam was over before I was born, so that punch doesn't really hit home that solidly for me. What it did hit this week is the question of morality. See I just rambled on for quite a while before I actually got to the point, which is just what the song does, it disarms you with humor and absurdity and then it smacks you with a real question: What exactly is morality.
I would be willing to surmise that there has never been a completely immoral or amoral person, ever. There have been lot's of people whose moral standards may not be the same as yours or mine, but they have morals none the less. What exactly are bad morals? They are usually defined by the culture in which you are located at the time. For instance Guthrie's rant about how absurd it was that littering could morally disqualify him being a soldier, is based on the assumption that killing, and perhaps war in general, is an immoral activity. However, soldiers, at least good soldiers, are some of the most moral people you will find anywhere. Their morality is defined by adherence to a very particular code and a very well defined set of principles. When violence and killing takes place in a war, it is by most definitions moral. When similar activities take place in an elementary school, they are decidedly and tragically immoral. Sorry Arlo, context really does matter. You can take issue with whether or not the war in Vietnam, or Afghanistan, or Iraq is moral in principle, but you cannot accuse the soldiers of immorality for participating, unless they break even the unusual conventions of warfare.
Context always matters in defining morality. Behaviors and even ways of dressing that would have scandalized society 50 years ago have become par for the course, and in due time will probably lose the stigma of immorality altogether.
Technology has increased the speed with which cultural mores shift. Mores are the foundation of morality, they are the principles underneath our moral code. For example, in the song, the protagonist is doing his friends Alice and Ray a favor by helping them clear out their house, a very moral and upright thing to do. They try to take the trash to the dump, but for some reason the dump is closed. They end up littering, breaking the law, and getting arrested. Even though their overall intent was kind and moral, their behavior was out of bounds. This is called utilitarianism in ethical practice; the ends justify the means. In the pursuit of doing a favor for some friends you break a law. Not a big law, just a little one, just a minor infraction, but an immoral act all the same.
It's not as simple as Arlo would lead you to believe. It's not just "the Man" trying to keep down the young folk. Without certain mores, society will break down. When Europeans came to the new world, they encountered native peoples whose moral code found the idea that a person could own land absurd. Native Americans thought they had encountered the biggest fools that ever walked the earth, and the early settlers thought the natives were nothing but brute savages who had no sense of culture. Neither assumption was correct and the clash of moral systems became a tragedy of epic proportions.
We need to be careful when we judge the morality of others. There is no such thing as immorality or amorality, but there are many different moralities out there. They all have their own way of seeing things. To a radical hippie, an overzealous police officer or an army recruiter was an absurd creature with a completely foreign way of seeing the world, and vice versa. It didn't always go well. Clashes of morality are often very dangerous, and in melting pot like the USA, we are walking smack into them all of the time.
Being able to laugh at ourselves, and sometimes sing stupid little songs, truly might be the only way we can avoid killing each other.
You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant.
You can get anything you want... at Alice's Restaurant.
Walk right in, it's around the back, about a half a mile from the railroad track,
You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant.
For those of you who were not hippies, or the progeny of hippies, Alice's Restaurant, is not the name of a restaurant, it's the name of a song, by Arlo Guthrie, son of Woody Guthrie. And it's not really a song in the traditional sense of the word, it's more of a rambling story spoken over a catchy little guitar line with only the chorus being sung at rather unpredictable intervals: You can get anything you want, at Alice's Restaurant.
The song is really a sort of 1960's parable, it embodies the open, idealistic attitude of youth, yet with a profoundly cynical slant when it comes to authority and institutions, which is why I like it, and why I liked it a whole lot when I was 17 years old. Arlo got the hippie thing down pretty well, but he also inherited some of the anti-fascist, proletarian ideals of his old man.
The first part of the song is a narrative of how he and a friend of his get arrested for dumping garbage illegally on account of the dump being closed on thanksgiving. It's funny, and strangely prophetic in a world where small time offenses seem to always get caught while large scale atrocities often go unpunished. The second part of the song is the story of going to Whitehall street to register for the draft, "getting injected, inspected, neglected and rejected." Arlo runs into a problem when the Armed Services want to know if he's ever been arrested and he has to say yes, "for littering." But then they want to know if he's "rehabilitated himself," and that is a little too much to bear. The question of, "whether or not he's moral enough to join the army... after being a litterbug."
At that moment the anti-war punch of the song comes through loud and clear. But Vietnam was over before I was born, so that punch doesn't really hit home that solidly for me. What it did hit this week is the question of morality. See I just rambled on for quite a while before I actually got to the point, which is just what the song does, it disarms you with humor and absurdity and then it smacks you with a real question: What exactly is morality.
I would be willing to surmise that there has never been a completely immoral or amoral person, ever. There have been lot's of people whose moral standards may not be the same as yours or mine, but they have morals none the less. What exactly are bad morals? They are usually defined by the culture in which you are located at the time. For instance Guthrie's rant about how absurd it was that littering could morally disqualify him being a soldier, is based on the assumption that killing, and perhaps war in general, is an immoral activity. However, soldiers, at least good soldiers, are some of the most moral people you will find anywhere. Their morality is defined by adherence to a very particular code and a very well defined set of principles. When violence and killing takes place in a war, it is by most definitions moral. When similar activities take place in an elementary school, they are decidedly and tragically immoral. Sorry Arlo, context really does matter. You can take issue with whether or not the war in Vietnam, or Afghanistan, or Iraq is moral in principle, but you cannot accuse the soldiers of immorality for participating, unless they break even the unusual conventions of warfare.
Context always matters in defining morality. Behaviors and even ways of dressing that would have scandalized society 50 years ago have become par for the course, and in due time will probably lose the stigma of immorality altogether.
Technology has increased the speed with which cultural mores shift. Mores are the foundation of morality, they are the principles underneath our moral code. For example, in the song, the protagonist is doing his friends Alice and Ray a favor by helping them clear out their house, a very moral and upright thing to do. They try to take the trash to the dump, but for some reason the dump is closed. They end up littering, breaking the law, and getting arrested. Even though their overall intent was kind and moral, their behavior was out of bounds. This is called utilitarianism in ethical practice; the ends justify the means. In the pursuit of doing a favor for some friends you break a law. Not a big law, just a little one, just a minor infraction, but an immoral act all the same.
It's not as simple as Arlo would lead you to believe. It's not just "the Man" trying to keep down the young folk. Without certain mores, society will break down. When Europeans came to the new world, they encountered native peoples whose moral code found the idea that a person could own land absurd. Native Americans thought they had encountered the biggest fools that ever walked the earth, and the early settlers thought the natives were nothing but brute savages who had no sense of culture. Neither assumption was correct and the clash of moral systems became a tragedy of epic proportions.
We need to be careful when we judge the morality of others. There is no such thing as immorality or amorality, but there are many different moralities out there. They all have their own way of seeing things. To a radical hippie, an overzealous police officer or an army recruiter was an absurd creature with a completely foreign way of seeing the world, and vice versa. It didn't always go well. Clashes of morality are often very dangerous, and in melting pot like the USA, we are walking smack into them all of the time.
Being able to laugh at ourselves, and sometimes sing stupid little songs, truly might be the only way we can avoid killing each other.
You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant.
You can get anything you want... at Alice's Restaurant.
Walk right in, it's around the back, about a half a mile from the railroad track,
You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant.
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
Painting Pictures of Egypt
My kids like to try and "help" with things. Sometimes, they can actually do something constructive; other times they are more or less neutral; and more often than not they can work directly against the good of the order. When they want to "help" with dinner, I usually make some room, even if it's not convenient. When they "helped" us stain our deck, we let them help, even though it meant rather more of a mess than it would have otherwise. But when Michele and I are dealing with a tantrum, by one kid or the other, and their sibling wants to try and "help" with some little bit of input, it never really helps at all.
I don't blame them for wanting to help. Tantrums by a seven year old are terrible things, and more than anything, when they're going on, you just want them to stop. The thing is though, if you're not qualified or able to be an actual solution, you're going to make things worse.
I thought about this as I read the latest update from what is happening in Egypt. They're having a heck of a tantrum over there right now. Different groups of people have discovered that the populace has actual democratic power, probably much more actual democratic power than we have even here in the good old US of A. The people have found that, if they get angry enough and take to the streets, the military will take their side against the politicians. That seems like a pretty awesome thing, and a pretty dangerous thing. Can you imagine if that happened here? If the populace got so fed up with an ineffective congress and a crushing bureaucracy that we got together with the Army and just threw them the heck out of power? That would be amazing, and really scary.
That's what is going on in Egypt right now. There is a struggle for the soul of one of the most ancient and important societies in the world. The people of Egypt have decided that they do not care to replace an autocracy with a theocracy, in large part because the theocracy didn't deliver the goods that they promised and things were worse instead of better. While, as a Christian, I think it would be great to have a country where Christ is president (as Woody Guthrie liked to imagine), I think it is rather a different story to have a country run by fallible human beings who claim that God is on their side.
As it turns out, in the long run it was probably better for Egypt to get the whole Brotherhood era out of the way now, before the revolution really had time to fade away; before the fervor and the demand for a better way of being Egyptian faded into the warm comfort of the status quo. Maybe it is a good thing that they realized that Morsi was just a slightly different version of Mubarak, before he had time solidify his power and create another sort of despotic hegemony and crush the bud of democracy in its infancy.
As it turns out, the freedom of self determination is kind of heady stuff, and rather addictive once you get a whiff of it. But the actual practice of freedom is rather difficult, as the Israelites found out after a very short time in the wilderness, it wasn't too long before some people started longing to go back to Pharoah where at least they knew they would have food and water. I guess that story involves Egypt too doesn't it?
It took the Hebrews forty years to become what they needed to be, but the pace of the world isn't going to wait for the modern Egyptians to wander around in the wilderness for that long. They make us too nervous, but I'm praying that all the meddling siblings in this country and in Europe will have the grace and wisdom to know that their "help" isn't going to help and that they need to stay away until they're asked for something particular.
I don't blame them for wanting to help. Tantrums by a seven year old are terrible things, and more than anything, when they're going on, you just want them to stop. The thing is though, if you're not qualified or able to be an actual solution, you're going to make things worse.
I thought about this as I read the latest update from what is happening in Egypt. They're having a heck of a tantrum over there right now. Different groups of people have discovered that the populace has actual democratic power, probably much more actual democratic power than we have even here in the good old US of A. The people have found that, if they get angry enough and take to the streets, the military will take their side against the politicians. That seems like a pretty awesome thing, and a pretty dangerous thing. Can you imagine if that happened here? If the populace got so fed up with an ineffective congress and a crushing bureaucracy that we got together with the Army and just threw them the heck out of power? That would be amazing, and really scary.
That's what is going on in Egypt right now. There is a struggle for the soul of one of the most ancient and important societies in the world. The people of Egypt have decided that they do not care to replace an autocracy with a theocracy, in large part because the theocracy didn't deliver the goods that they promised and things were worse instead of better. While, as a Christian, I think it would be great to have a country where Christ is president (as Woody Guthrie liked to imagine), I think it is rather a different story to have a country run by fallible human beings who claim that God is on their side.
As it turns out, in the long run it was probably better for Egypt to get the whole Brotherhood era out of the way now, before the revolution really had time to fade away; before the fervor and the demand for a better way of being Egyptian faded into the warm comfort of the status quo. Maybe it is a good thing that they realized that Morsi was just a slightly different version of Mubarak, before he had time solidify his power and create another sort of despotic hegemony and crush the bud of democracy in its infancy.
As it turns out, the freedom of self determination is kind of heady stuff, and rather addictive once you get a whiff of it. But the actual practice of freedom is rather difficult, as the Israelites found out after a very short time in the wilderness, it wasn't too long before some people started longing to go back to Pharoah where at least they knew they would have food and water. I guess that story involves Egypt too doesn't it?
It took the Hebrews forty years to become what they needed to be, but the pace of the world isn't going to wait for the modern Egyptians to wander around in the wilderness for that long. They make us too nervous, but I'm praying that all the meddling siblings in this country and in Europe will have the grace and wisdom to know that their "help" isn't going to help and that they need to stay away until they're asked for something particular.
Monday, July 8, 2013
Pride or Vanity?
Pride is handsome, economical; pride eradicates so many vices, letting none subsist but itself, that it seems as if it were a great gain to exchange vanity for pride. Pride can go without domestics, without fine clothes, can live in a house with two rooms, can eat potato, purslain, beans, lyed corn, can work the soil, can travel afoot, can talk with poor men, or sit silent and well contented in fine saloons. But vanity costs money, labor, horses, men, women health and peace, and is still nothing at last; a long way leading nowhere. Only one drawback; proud people are intolerably selfish, and the vain are gentle and giving. -R.W. Emerson, Conduct of Life
As a sort of philosophical dilettante, living in the generous and pluralist age that is sometimes called postmodern, mostly for lack of a more descriptive phrase, I often hear biting critiques of the age of reason, sometimes called "the Enlightenment," other times simply referred to as "the Modern age." As one who has a definite sympathy with the experience of the mystics, while perhaps not calling myself a mystic per se, I often want to hear the postmodern indictments of pure reason. I want to say that "there is more in heaven and earth than was every dream't of in your philosophies." As one who, even in an age that is increasingly agnostic about the existence of God or gods, stands proclaims allegiance to the idea that there is a creative force behind the universe that transcends random chance and natural processes. As one who believes that there is something in the great void of the universe other than impersonal laws of fate or science, I wander my way back to Ralph Waldo Emerson from time to time.
The thing about Emerson that fascinates me is that he is, at one and the same time, a thorough rationalist, and also one who seems to believe that there is transcendence, which has led to him, along with Whitman and Thoreau being labeled transcendentalists, but the label would lead you to believe that Emerson and his motley crew were vaguely spiritual, head-in-the-clouds sorts, who spent hours gazing at flowers and dreaming of tree spirits, when in fact, they did nothing of the sort. The wonder of nature that they grappled most fervently with was the rather miraculous force of humanity. Even Thoreau, who at one point was Emerson's gardener, in his famous escape from civilization at Walden, used his separation to examine things like economy and human society.
Emerson repeatedly wrestles with dilemmas of the human condition, which in our postmodern fervor to move past such crunchy old ideas we may have left behind too quickly. It is not too hard to find glaring examples of both pride and vanity at work in our society, but until I wound my way through Emerson's analysis, I had always tacitly assumed that the two were part and parcel of the same moral deficiency, when Emerson pointed out that they are in fact two entirely separate sins. Also, while they may in fact be sins, each produces a set of corresponding characteristics that society might be prone to admire. A prideful person might be admired for their determination and will power in setting aside all other considerations in pursuit of their goal or their art, but they will be a hard and selfish person, perhaps not very nice to be around. A vain person will go to great lengths to be liked and though of well, but their purpose is dissolute: "a long way leading nowhere." They may be sycophants, they may be dandies, but they will be the life of the party, and they may actually be kind and generous in the process.
Here's why Emerson fascinates me a great deal, in addition to his brilliant turns of phrase like: "a long way leading nowhere," because he can pick apart these dichotomies and oppositions within the human nature. In analysis of those tensions you will find that the "answer" to your struggle to be a human does not lie in the adoption of absolute values, or rigid moral standards, it lies in the struggle with the transcendent reality that can strike a balance between pride and vanity, where you can be authentic, serious and dedicated to your purpose in life, yet have enough of a sense of humor that you're not a big drag when a party breaks out. Where you are kind and generous with others, because your life has direction and purpose, not just because you want people to like you.
I have very rarely heard people take the time to sit down and pick apart the difference between pride and vanity, to tease out the implications, to name the sins and, oddly enough, the virtues that proceed from each condition. But then again, maybe that's why we have such a hard time defining exactly what it is that afflicts us as humans in the postmodern world, because we think we've left it all behind and are moving into some glorious future where things like sin and virtue no longer matter. I believe that there is a reality that transcends the spirit of whatever age you happen to be living in, and that reality requires us to think a bit about what it really means to be a human being. I guess that's why, when ever I open my dauntingly thick book of Emerson's writings, I rarely get very far before I discover something I just hadn't thought of before.
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
That's My Daughter...
My daughter Caitlyn is nearly eight years old, and she is a beautiful creature.
She is beautiful in the ways that little girls often are: naturally, without the self-conscious attention to appearance that becomes necessary (so we think) as the years pass on. She is beautiful to me because she's my daughter; I have been conditioned by nature to treasure her and protect her and think she is a jewel in the universe. She is beautiful because she's thoughtful, sensitive, intelligent and often hilarious.
She defines beauty using the rather insufficient word, "pretty," because she's only seven, but she reads a lot, her vocabulary is going to increase rather quickly.
When I left to walk the dog this morning she was the only one up and moving, and I know that she would just as soon stay curled up in her pajamas reading her Judy B. book, but I also know that she will generally take any chance she can get to have one on one time with Mom or Dad, so she quickly got dressed and came with me. As we walked around the lake, she talked constantly, about the 4th of July, about her friends, about Zeke (the dog), about how pretty the woods were. Because of that whole jewel in the universe thing that I have, I don't mind her babbling on about things, in fact, I rather enjoy it. But every once in a while, because of the thoughtful, intelligent and sensitive kind of beauty that she has, she comes up with something that stops you in your tracks.
At about the halfway point around the lake, she suddenly asks: "why doesn't Mom think she's pretty sometimes?"
I knew exactly what she was talking about; Michele is a pretty standard adult female when it comes to her appearance, meaning she has issues with how she looks. Caitlyn and I both agree that Mom is beautiful all the time, but what the little girl wonders is why her mother doesn't always think so. I wasn't about to go into the rather complicated development of self image, even with my precocious seven-year old, but it did get me thinking, rather quickly, about what I needed to say to my daughter, right then and there.
See, I suspect that Cate will always be pretty. It's hard to tell before the trauma of adolescence sets in and nature starts messing around with your skin and your metabolism via all sorts of nasty hormones, but I think that she's going to weather the storm pretty well. What worries me is that pretty comes with a cost. Pretty attracts the wrong kind of attention, pretty can be an obsession.
I was stammering through some sort of very pastoral, fatherly sounding advice about how looks aren't everything, and people needing to understand that what they look like doesn't give them their value, when Cate says: "Dad, I know it's what's on the inside that make you beautiful." She didn't use the kid word "pretty" that time, and I realized that I needed to stop talking so much and listen to what she had to say.
She had been babbling about everything under the sun for 20 minutes, until she brought up that thing about Michele not thinking she was pretty all the time. Then I launched into my advice giving, and trying to bolster her self esteem, because I'm terrified that the self-esteem issues that are absolutely tragic in American girls and women are going to afflict her. I always try to tell her she's pretty (and beautiful) whenever it seems appropriate, but that wasn't what she was fishing for this morning.
She was telling me that she knew that inner beauty was much more important than being pretty. She has internalized the message that she's pretty, but she's paying more attention now to being kind and generous and a good friend and not thinking too much of what's on the outside.
I realized that the best thing I can do as her father, to protect my little jewel in the universe, is to keep her on that track. Because no matter how many times I tell her she looks good, she's never really going to believe me unless she understands that I respect and notice the beauty of her soul. I thought of all the times I made a fuss about her in a fancy dress, and was hoping that I have told her she's funny, smart, gentle, kind, and loving at least an equal amount. I know that's what I'm going to try to do in the future.
She is beautiful in the ways that little girls often are: naturally, without the self-conscious attention to appearance that becomes necessary (so we think) as the years pass on. She is beautiful to me because she's my daughter; I have been conditioned by nature to treasure her and protect her and think she is a jewel in the universe. She is beautiful because she's thoughtful, sensitive, intelligent and often hilarious.
She defines beauty using the rather insufficient word, "pretty," because she's only seven, but she reads a lot, her vocabulary is going to increase rather quickly.
When I left to walk the dog this morning she was the only one up and moving, and I know that she would just as soon stay curled up in her pajamas reading her Judy B. book, but I also know that she will generally take any chance she can get to have one on one time with Mom or Dad, so she quickly got dressed and came with me. As we walked around the lake, she talked constantly, about the 4th of July, about her friends, about Zeke (the dog), about how pretty the woods were. Because of that whole jewel in the universe thing that I have, I don't mind her babbling on about things, in fact, I rather enjoy it. But every once in a while, because of the thoughtful, intelligent and sensitive kind of beauty that she has, she comes up with something that stops you in your tracks.
At about the halfway point around the lake, she suddenly asks: "why doesn't Mom think she's pretty sometimes?"
I knew exactly what she was talking about; Michele is a pretty standard adult female when it comes to her appearance, meaning she has issues with how she looks. Caitlyn and I both agree that Mom is beautiful all the time, but what the little girl wonders is why her mother doesn't always think so. I wasn't about to go into the rather complicated development of self image, even with my precocious seven-year old, but it did get me thinking, rather quickly, about what I needed to say to my daughter, right then and there.
See, I suspect that Cate will always be pretty. It's hard to tell before the trauma of adolescence sets in and nature starts messing around with your skin and your metabolism via all sorts of nasty hormones, but I think that she's going to weather the storm pretty well. What worries me is that pretty comes with a cost. Pretty attracts the wrong kind of attention, pretty can be an obsession.
I was stammering through some sort of very pastoral, fatherly sounding advice about how looks aren't everything, and people needing to understand that what they look like doesn't give them their value, when Cate says: "Dad, I know it's what's on the inside that make you beautiful." She didn't use the kid word "pretty" that time, and I realized that I needed to stop talking so much and listen to what she had to say.
She had been babbling about everything under the sun for 20 minutes, until she brought up that thing about Michele not thinking she was pretty all the time. Then I launched into my advice giving, and trying to bolster her self esteem, because I'm terrified that the self-esteem issues that are absolutely tragic in American girls and women are going to afflict her. I always try to tell her she's pretty (and beautiful) whenever it seems appropriate, but that wasn't what she was fishing for this morning.
She was telling me that she knew that inner beauty was much more important than being pretty. She has internalized the message that she's pretty, but she's paying more attention now to being kind and generous and a good friend and not thinking too much of what's on the outside.
I realized that the best thing I can do as her father, to protect my little jewel in the universe, is to keep her on that track. Because no matter how many times I tell her she looks good, she's never really going to believe me unless she understands that I respect and notice the beauty of her soul. I thought of all the times I made a fuss about her in a fancy dress, and was hoping that I have told her she's funny, smart, gentle, kind, and loving at least an equal amount. I know that's what I'm going to try to do in the future.
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
An Open Letter to All Those Who Write Open Letters
Even as the LGBTQ community celebrated the Supreme Court's decision on the Defense of Marriage Act, there was another big decision made last week that actually set back the cause of civil rights in this country. I am referring to the decision to declare that the part of the Voting Rights Act that allows the federal government oversight of the voting law changes in states that have a track record of civil rights violations.
In American terms, the struggle for racial justice and equality is an ancient battle that has soaked deep into the grain of our society, and anyone who has paid any attention to the culture of the deep south or the increasingly divided urban centers of the north will obviously note that racism and the division of white, black, and brown people in this country is far from a thing of the past.
Racial justice has always been a rather emotional cause for me personally. Despite growing up in a community where a lot of the black kids I knew seemed far from oppressed and in some cases had become bullies, I never doubted the humanity of people who looked different from me. I suppose because I saw white kids and Hispanic kids doing the same thing, and I figured that people of any race could be utter jerks. Actually, that was where my understanding of equality began, not with the nobility of the oppressed, but with the realization that we're all pretty much slime who will mistreat each other if we get half the chance.
It was rather refreshing to grow up and discover that other people did as well. I have always treasured those moments when I see humans relating to one another as equals, and for a brief moment, I had hope that there might be a "grown up" world where dialogue replaced propaganda, and egoism was supplanted by reason.
Then the internet happened.
Suddenly all the trolls not only had a voice, but a rather powerful format to convey that voice. And the 24 hour news cycle kicked into overdrive as the mindless talking heads that pass for reporters these days tried to keep up with the rapid dissemination of information that was now possible via Twitter and facebook, and now it seems that everyone wants to put in their two cents (including me). The end result is not an open forum but a cacophonous mess of opinions and pseudo-facts that are often so obtuse that you need "fact-checking" websites. Now you need to research just about anything you read to make sure that it is an actual thing that happened and not just a rumor.
The "open letter" phenomenon is basically what runs the internet, facebook posts, tweets, youtube videos, blogs, they're all basically open letters. People put them "out there" and no one is required to read them, but sometimes large numbers of people do.
The problem with open letters is that they have a very poorly defined audience, they're just random comments from one person to a bunch of other people, and the author has no idea who they are, what their positions are, or what they believe. Writers are basically trolling for people to agree with them or "like" their status.
Since I started talking about civil rights, I would like to offer, as a counterpoint to "open letter discourse," Martin Luther King Jr.'s Letter from a Birmingham Jail. You can find it here: http://www.africa.upenn.edu/Articles_Gen/Letter_Birmingham.html
It's long, I know, but it's well worth reading, especially now. I can wait for you to come back.
Did you notice that he had a defined audience? Did you notice that they were "fellow clergymen?" Did you notice that he rather stunningly, addressed a specific concern? Did you notice that he did not denigrate their concerns or call them names? Did you notice how powerfully he got his point across without once sinking into the mud? Did you notice how absolutely right he was about how things were (and still are) in our country?
MLK was writing to his colleagues, colleagues who had criticized him for being too impatient in his cause, colleagues who claimed to agree with him about the whole equality thing, but who just thought it needed a little more time. King uses the Scripture, the history of the prophets, the theology of Augustine, Thomas Aquinas, and Paul Tillich, he demonstrates that he's coming from the same intellectual neighborhood as they are. He even trots out Martin Buber's idea of how segregation changes an "I - Thou" human relationship into an "I - It" relationship where the other is no longer a Thou, but an It, a Thing not a person. Holy Prophetic moment Batman! Open letters are not relational, they don't think of the audience with any sort of specific humanity, they are just portals to vent an opinion. King persistently, even if he does get a little sarcastic at times, stays with his appeal to the Christian values of his specific audience and continues his assault on the specific idea that he and others like him ought to just "give it time."
Oh yeah, but he doesn't forget to mention that he's black, and that he feels crush of oppression a little more keenly than his white colleagues ever could. It is abundantly clear that he is not concerned about them "liking" his status, he is focused on them understanding his cause. The world he describes in that letter is not that far away, and it's sheer arrogance for SCOTUS to render an opinion that, after a mere 40 years, assumes that the "ancient" attitudes of places like Birmingham Alabama have somehow been magically amended. To think that the time those southern Clergymen entreated MLK to wait for has somehow arrived is naive in the extreme.
Racism is still alive and well in the north, and I know people that live in the deep south who emphatically attest to the fact that it hasn't really gotten too much better than it was 40 years ago. The silence and apathy of ignorance will not protect us from the harsh reality of human sinfulness. For every one step we take towards equality we often take two steps back. The steps forward are encouraging, but the overall progress is rather disappointing.
We need to rend our hearts not our garments, but until that happens we will just have to settle for laws that endorse Dr. Kings idea that "Society must protect the robbed and punish the robber." To abolish a law that forces states like Mississippi, Alabama and Texas to get approval before they tinker with who can vote and how they can go about it, is a lot like trusting Wall Street to judge what is safe to do with our money... oh yeah we did that. Well then it's like letting insurance companies dictate how doctors can treat patients... oh yeah we did that too.
Sorry Martin, I guess we haven't really come that far.
In American terms, the struggle for racial justice and equality is an ancient battle that has soaked deep into the grain of our society, and anyone who has paid any attention to the culture of the deep south or the increasingly divided urban centers of the north will obviously note that racism and the division of white, black, and brown people in this country is far from a thing of the past.
Racial justice has always been a rather emotional cause for me personally. Despite growing up in a community where a lot of the black kids I knew seemed far from oppressed and in some cases had become bullies, I never doubted the humanity of people who looked different from me. I suppose because I saw white kids and Hispanic kids doing the same thing, and I figured that people of any race could be utter jerks. Actually, that was where my understanding of equality began, not with the nobility of the oppressed, but with the realization that we're all pretty much slime who will mistreat each other if we get half the chance.
It was rather refreshing to grow up and discover that other people did as well. I have always treasured those moments when I see humans relating to one another as equals, and for a brief moment, I had hope that there might be a "grown up" world where dialogue replaced propaganda, and egoism was supplanted by reason.
Then the internet happened.
Suddenly all the trolls not only had a voice, but a rather powerful format to convey that voice. And the 24 hour news cycle kicked into overdrive as the mindless talking heads that pass for reporters these days tried to keep up with the rapid dissemination of information that was now possible via Twitter and facebook, and now it seems that everyone wants to put in their two cents (including me). The end result is not an open forum but a cacophonous mess of opinions and pseudo-facts that are often so obtuse that you need "fact-checking" websites. Now you need to research just about anything you read to make sure that it is an actual thing that happened and not just a rumor.
The "open letter" phenomenon is basically what runs the internet, facebook posts, tweets, youtube videos, blogs, they're all basically open letters. People put them "out there" and no one is required to read them, but sometimes large numbers of people do.
The problem with open letters is that they have a very poorly defined audience, they're just random comments from one person to a bunch of other people, and the author has no idea who they are, what their positions are, or what they believe. Writers are basically trolling for people to agree with them or "like" their status.
Since I started talking about civil rights, I would like to offer, as a counterpoint to "open letter discourse," Martin Luther King Jr.'s Letter from a Birmingham Jail. You can find it here: http://www.africa.upenn.edu/Articles_Gen/Letter_Birmingham.html
It's long, I know, but it's well worth reading, especially now. I can wait for you to come back.
Did you notice that he had a defined audience? Did you notice that they were "fellow clergymen?" Did you notice that he rather stunningly, addressed a specific concern? Did you notice that he did not denigrate their concerns or call them names? Did you notice how powerfully he got his point across without once sinking into the mud? Did you notice how absolutely right he was about how things were (and still are) in our country?
MLK was writing to his colleagues, colleagues who had criticized him for being too impatient in his cause, colleagues who claimed to agree with him about the whole equality thing, but who just thought it needed a little more time. King uses the Scripture, the history of the prophets, the theology of Augustine, Thomas Aquinas, and Paul Tillich, he demonstrates that he's coming from the same intellectual neighborhood as they are. He even trots out Martin Buber's idea of how segregation changes an "I - Thou" human relationship into an "I - It" relationship where the other is no longer a Thou, but an It, a Thing not a person. Holy Prophetic moment Batman! Open letters are not relational, they don't think of the audience with any sort of specific humanity, they are just portals to vent an opinion. King persistently, even if he does get a little sarcastic at times, stays with his appeal to the Christian values of his specific audience and continues his assault on the specific idea that he and others like him ought to just "give it time."
Oh yeah, but he doesn't forget to mention that he's black, and that he feels crush of oppression a little more keenly than his white colleagues ever could. It is abundantly clear that he is not concerned about them "liking" his status, he is focused on them understanding his cause. The world he describes in that letter is not that far away, and it's sheer arrogance for SCOTUS to render an opinion that, after a mere 40 years, assumes that the "ancient" attitudes of places like Birmingham Alabama have somehow been magically amended. To think that the time those southern Clergymen entreated MLK to wait for has somehow arrived is naive in the extreme.
Racism is still alive and well in the north, and I know people that live in the deep south who emphatically attest to the fact that it hasn't really gotten too much better than it was 40 years ago. The silence and apathy of ignorance will not protect us from the harsh reality of human sinfulness. For every one step we take towards equality we often take two steps back. The steps forward are encouraging, but the overall progress is rather disappointing.
We need to rend our hearts not our garments, but until that happens we will just have to settle for laws that endorse Dr. Kings idea that "Society must protect the robbed and punish the robber." To abolish a law that forces states like Mississippi, Alabama and Texas to get approval before they tinker with who can vote and how they can go about it, is a lot like trusting Wall Street to judge what is safe to do with our money... oh yeah we did that. Well then it's like letting insurance companies dictate how doctors can treat patients... oh yeah we did that too.
Sorry Martin, I guess we haven't really come that far.
Monday, July 1, 2013
Post Script
Sometimes not everything gets said in a sermon. Even though I did some flying around with my landing gear down, I still have some things that I need to get through with regard to Christian discipleship before I start thinking about Naaman the Syrian. I found myself re-writing yesterday's sermon in my head as I went along. My wife noticed that there was a rather marked difference between the eight o'clock service and the ten o'clock service, and indeed there was. In fact, if I had preached a third time it might have been different still.
The major thing that has crept up on me, that wasn't even in the original sermon plan except for the fact that I lifted the title from him, is Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the Lutheran Pastor who resisted the Nazis in various ways during WWII and who wrote a book called The Cost of Discipleship. The book has nothing to do with fighting Hitler, but it has everything to do with the struggle to follow Jesus in a rather difficult and complicated world.
The text for yesterday was Luke 9: 51-62, where Jesus sets his face to go to Jerusalem and encounters people who will not receive him or follow him. I also used Galatians 5 about the fruits of the spirit and notably: crucifying the parts of our lives that are not in line with those fruits. Discipleship, especially once Jesus has set his face to go to Jerusalem, includes a cross of some sort or another. What I've been thinking about, as a sort of post script to the sermon, is the way that the cross kind of creeps up on us as disciples. The people who were following Jesus didn't see it coming. What I know of Bonhoeffer's life tells me that, even as he wrote a book called The Cost of Discipleship, he certainly did not see his own death at the hands of the Nazis as an inevitable result of the actions that he felt compelled to undertake in his own struggle to follow Christ in some very difficult times.
As I mentioned in the sermon, Luke 9 is not the warm-fuzzy, group hug Jesus, Galatians is one of Paul's more bombastic letters, Bonhoeffer is no milquetoast either. One of the things about Bonhoeffer's resistance to the Nazis that stands out is his involvement in a plan to assassinate Hitler. While I doubt he was going to be the trigger man, assassination plots generally aren't associated with following Jesus, but when you're talking about Adolf Hitler, the rules get bent.
Then again, I wonder if Jesus would have taken that route. I sort of doubt it.
That's what makes Christian discipleship so darn difficult, because the one we're trying to follow is so different from what we would do or think if left to our own devices. Most of us, if we knew a cross was coming, would try very hard to avoid it, rather than walking towards it. We might, like Bonhoeffer, have the grace to face the cross once the Nazis got a hold of them and they had no choice. But would we, like Christ, set our face to go to Jerusalem, knowing that the cross was waiting.
What I notice though, is that the road to the cross is incremental, even for Christ. Before he deals with one of his inner circle betraying him, he deals with the reality that not everyone is going to accept him into their lives, not everyone he calls is going to follow, not everyone who seems to "get it" really does get it. Before he prays "let this cup pass from me," but still stays and obeys there are a thousand little choices that he must make to choose God's way, rather than what he wants.
This process of becoming a disciple is called sanctification, which means being made holy. It is entirely different from justification, which simplistically means "being saved." The two things are different. You can "know Jesus," but not follow him. You can hear him and resonate with his message about the kingdom of heaven, but the call is to follow him. Follow him, walk the road that he walked. This is not negating the grace of God, or saying that your salvation depends on what you do. Jesus demonstrated by who he called and the way he called them that it's not about being qualified or "suitable" it's about answering the call away from yourself and your limitations. He calls people that might mess up. He calls people who might utterly fail. He calls people who might not have the stomach for the fight, but he calls.
If we just stop with being saved, we're missing a whole lot. Salvation means we are forgiven, sanctification means using our new-found grace and freedom to do something good and beautiful, it sometimes means facing up to a dramatic cross, other times it just means crucifying all the petty, small parts of ourselves that keep us from being people who reflect the glory of the kingdom of heaven.
The church, and the world, need more people who are serious about following Jesus, not just getting their tickets to heaven punched and then doing whatever they want, but I suppose it's a hard sell. That's why I keep thinking about it on Monday, because I don't think that Sunday got it all worked out, even in the preacher's own head.
The major thing that has crept up on me, that wasn't even in the original sermon plan except for the fact that I lifted the title from him, is Dietrich Bonhoeffer, the Lutheran Pastor who resisted the Nazis in various ways during WWII and who wrote a book called The Cost of Discipleship. The book has nothing to do with fighting Hitler, but it has everything to do with the struggle to follow Jesus in a rather difficult and complicated world.
The text for yesterday was Luke 9: 51-62, where Jesus sets his face to go to Jerusalem and encounters people who will not receive him or follow him. I also used Galatians 5 about the fruits of the spirit and notably: crucifying the parts of our lives that are not in line with those fruits. Discipleship, especially once Jesus has set his face to go to Jerusalem, includes a cross of some sort or another. What I've been thinking about, as a sort of post script to the sermon, is the way that the cross kind of creeps up on us as disciples. The people who were following Jesus didn't see it coming. What I know of Bonhoeffer's life tells me that, even as he wrote a book called The Cost of Discipleship, he certainly did not see his own death at the hands of the Nazis as an inevitable result of the actions that he felt compelled to undertake in his own struggle to follow Christ in some very difficult times.
As I mentioned in the sermon, Luke 9 is not the warm-fuzzy, group hug Jesus, Galatians is one of Paul's more bombastic letters, Bonhoeffer is no milquetoast either. One of the things about Bonhoeffer's resistance to the Nazis that stands out is his involvement in a plan to assassinate Hitler. While I doubt he was going to be the trigger man, assassination plots generally aren't associated with following Jesus, but when you're talking about Adolf Hitler, the rules get bent.
Then again, I wonder if Jesus would have taken that route. I sort of doubt it.
That's what makes Christian discipleship so darn difficult, because the one we're trying to follow is so different from what we would do or think if left to our own devices. Most of us, if we knew a cross was coming, would try very hard to avoid it, rather than walking towards it. We might, like Bonhoeffer, have the grace to face the cross once the Nazis got a hold of them and they had no choice. But would we, like Christ, set our face to go to Jerusalem, knowing that the cross was waiting.
What I notice though, is that the road to the cross is incremental, even for Christ. Before he deals with one of his inner circle betraying him, he deals with the reality that not everyone is going to accept him into their lives, not everyone he calls is going to follow, not everyone who seems to "get it" really does get it. Before he prays "let this cup pass from me," but still stays and obeys there are a thousand little choices that he must make to choose God's way, rather than what he wants.
This process of becoming a disciple is called sanctification, which means being made holy. It is entirely different from justification, which simplistically means "being saved." The two things are different. You can "know Jesus," but not follow him. You can hear him and resonate with his message about the kingdom of heaven, but the call is to follow him. Follow him, walk the road that he walked. This is not negating the grace of God, or saying that your salvation depends on what you do. Jesus demonstrated by who he called and the way he called them that it's not about being qualified or "suitable" it's about answering the call away from yourself and your limitations. He calls people that might mess up. He calls people who might utterly fail. He calls people who might not have the stomach for the fight, but he calls.
If we just stop with being saved, we're missing a whole lot. Salvation means we are forgiven, sanctification means using our new-found grace and freedom to do something good and beautiful, it sometimes means facing up to a dramatic cross, other times it just means crucifying all the petty, small parts of ourselves that keep us from being people who reflect the glory of the kingdom of heaven.
The church, and the world, need more people who are serious about following Jesus, not just getting their tickets to heaven punched and then doing whatever they want, but I suppose it's a hard sell. That's why I keep thinking about it on Monday, because I don't think that Sunday got it all worked out, even in the preacher's own head.
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